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Last time.

Hello my lovelies, I am back! [Even if it is only temporary]. I am back from work! Hooray! Cue happy dance here. Work is tiring, as is the ‘real world’. I’m beginning to stage a war on the ‘real world’ it doesn’t know what a ‘day off’ is. Hence the fact that I’m only going … Continue reading

Realization.

It’s something that’s hit me like a tonne of bricks. It’s like I’ve woken up today and I can see clearly for the first time in a very, very long time. What I’m doing is not healthy. It’s not healthy to eat 200 calories and then burn off 500, just to see a shift of … Continue reading

Now I know.

Yesterday I was confused as to why I couldn’t take my own advice, why I didn’t believe my own advice. Well, looking through my food diary yesterday and now it’s pretty clear. It was horrible. My mum bought this pre-made Shepard’s pie from the store a couple of days ago, one you heat up in … Continue reading

A new day.

A new day brings a lot of things; a new perspective, new determination, new goals but most importantly: a new start. On myfitnesspal there are always people posting status’ about how they went over their calorie intake and how disappointed they are with themselves. I’m always the first one to post “Hey, don’t worry! Tomorrow is … Continue reading

Kicking my ass.

That’s what today is doing; it’s kicking my ass. I never thought a simple cold could make me lose control like this. I thought I had an iron grip over what food I considered to be ‘safe’ and what wouldn’t pass through my lips at all. Obviously that all changed today. Hot cross buns, white … Continue reading

Told you so.

My predictions are coming true, already. It’s not even lunch-time yet and I’ve already eaten more than I had prepared myself for. This is horrible. Energy trail mix followed by white chocolate buttons followed by raisins and doritos followed by dried apple rings followed by mini waffles leftover from yesterday. It was my friend’s birthday on … Continue reading

Cold.

My throat is aching, burning like it is on fire. My head is pounding, a secret pain that only I can feel. My body feels slow, sluggish as I walk through the house, surveying the mess that will be my duty to clean up. My eyes are struggling to stay open, every blink is a war … Continue reading

Waffles, waffles and MORE waffles.

Obviously I am not someone who should be left unsupervised, at all. I have no self-control. I’ve lost it. Lost my control. Lost my willpower. Lost myself. Today I made waffles, as you do and I left some of them in the fridge when I cleaned up afterwards. Big mistake. Colossal mistake. I shouldn’t have … Continue reading

Rules.

I’m beginning the twenty-one day challenge again and I thought that I should make some extra rules for myself. Everyone who is trying to lose weight should have a few rules so here are some of mine: 1. Do not eat past 7.30/8pm. No calories shall pass through my lips after that time, only ice water … Continue reading

Reality.

It’s beginning to sink in. Slowly, slowly its sinking in. Filtering through the layers of happiness and being carefree. It’s sinking. Ever so slowly. Layer by layer, its sinking through my skin and bringing me back to the real world. Reality is waking up and looking at a body that you despise. Reality is pretending to … Continue reading

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